“The creative process is a process of surrender, not control.”
Julia Cameron
Sometimes, I pick a fight with my creativity. Other times, I allow it to flow.
I was working on a very controlled commissioned piece. Suddenly, I felt a compelling urge to break free and explore abstract landscapes. Thankfully, instead of fighting, I took a few days off the commission and allowed two pieces to emerge.
The Gambler, (below) I was spontaneous, inspired by a line from the Kenny Rogers song that popped into my mind’s ear as I painted: “…know when to walk away, know when to run.” In this case, I listened to the painting and signed that puppy.
The second piece, “Pathfinder,” was perhaps influenced by my current re-read, “On the Road with Charles Kuralt,” or maybe it’s just the wanderlust in my soul. I find myself obsessed with paths leading to distant, mysterious destinations.
Distant paths are a repeated theme of mine. I’ve always been better at the big picture than the details, and it dawned on me that I should try painting a close-up view of something.
My next thought was, “Nah!”
Anyway, now, I’m back to working on the controlled commission. I no longer feel the urge to break free. The work gives me strength and peace. It feels like an active meditation.
I have learned to honor each piece and only engage with them when I give them the proper energy they deserve.
Do I still pick fights with my creativity? Heck yeah. But as I’ve matured, I’m faster at finding and waving the white flag.
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